Life is complicated, and seems to be getting even more so everyday. So...I'm not going to make anymore promises about future posts...
You'll take them when I give them AND LIKE IT!!!
If you've been following me on Twitter, you've seen 2 things:
- I'm tweeting more and
- I've started using a new hashtag: #Painismyfuel
Which totally relates to my life in the last week.
Honestly, I've been consumed with misery...and the only reason I'm being this honest is because I have huge doubts that any of the people who actually know me will actually be reading this, or that they'll even care.
So, here it is. Shit is happening in my lack-of-love life, family life, friendships and financially. I don't know who I can really talk to about it...couldn't even type it all out here, and I'm less than a year away from being 30...
But you know what I did this week? Dropped 11 pounds. And not because I just didn't have an appetite. I've been really angry for the last few hours, wanted to stuff my face, and I still haven't spoiled my calorie count for the day.
Something about all the pain, and crying, and stomach-churning stress that I've let people put me through made me realize...
I'm just better, and therefore deserve better!!!
I'm not going to purposefully waste time making other people's lives a living hell.
I'm not going to lead you on. If I don't want you, you'll know it.
I'm not gonna judge you based on your job and financial situation.
I'm above all of that crap, and I should be treating myself better. Better food, better health. So, while I work my way through the pain, I'm going to better my health and make ALL this pain my fuel to being in better health.
What pain fuels you?
And I'll end this very angry post with:
Just f$^k em!
Your Workout Buddy,
Roxy
